I need someone to shake me violently until I feel nauseous; it's surreal, but I don't know if it came at the same time. After talking it out with Nx, I'm still at a loss for decisions. I quitted the conversation telling myself that I should wait, and came back on questioning the feasibility of it all. I'm not desperate; it just seemed as though things tend to happen at the point of time when which I needed a source of staple emotional reliance and that I'm ready to pay attention to someone else in life. I'm still largely hesitant, and I fear facing an abrupt moment of truth. I won't know if my decision will the best for the both of us, but I'm tempted to give it a shot.
I just wanna say, I'm sorry for running away from it all, but I wasn't ready to manage that
emotional fluctuation you caused yesterday.
Happy Chinese New Year~
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