Maybe I shouldn't even have bothered to ask, since I anticipated such response from the start. But for the sake of upholding a withering spirit which never was quite there, the dates were changed not once but twice, the same old people were begged repeatedly...
Perhaps I wasn't even looked upon as a leader, and only a puppet in your condescending hands of play. I'm constantly manipulated by your false words, your cruel interpretations, your ruthless finger-pointing, your "harmless" bullying... I didn't appreciate having my stuff vandalised. I didn't appreciate the malignant laughter. I didn't even like your attitudes one bit. You were just like some holy shit which people worshipped and willingly let themselves fall into your pile of shit. You're such a big loser in my eyes.
Please, people.Stop trying to sound so over-zealous over things, only to fold your arms and take on the role of a by-stander. I'm irked by your "rather-stay-home-and-rot" attitude. I shouldn't have agreed to start all this crap in the first place.
What a bitch and nosey parker I was. All those outings and planning were just a huge pacifier to humiliate me.
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