Hypothetical disability

I'm reading the signs and calibrating those vague impressions, making a hypothesis and predicting the next stept to contemplate. I might be wrong again this time round, but I'm not letting loose of any glimmer of chance. Past lessons taught me to keep to myself and shield myself from the blows of reality, but I'm prepared to make the same old mistake all over again. The wounds incurred in the past have start to scab and fade away, and their diminishing visibility has fuelled my opportunistic ambitions.The time has come.