Precious.

I'm going to get walloped a gazillion times when Jack finds out that I'm far from being asleep at this time, especially when (not meant to dig into anybody's wounds) I've finished my papers last Friday. But I needed this time to think about alot of things that have happened ever since I've entered Uni, since this year may very well spell my graduation. I don't know. I shiver at the thought but, hey, there's always two sides to a coin (although Jack will probably tell me it's pseudo random). I'll love to do honours, because that will mean taking modules I really wanna take, sticking with that bunch of crazy NM people and, most importantly, graduating with Jack. I know that'll mean many more crazy mugging hours to chalk up and less time with Jack and my family, but we're all wary of the sacrifices we've got to make for a better tomorrow, don't we?

I'm rambling.

Today, anyway, was beautiful, right to the last minute. After attending Jack's cousin's baby shower, it really felt as though we're a step closer to life like that; attending family functions together, migling with relatives, learning more and more about the close-knit bonds between families... It's really heartwarming to know that I'm welcomed with arms wide open without any judgement made, and I know you're glad as well. Like how Granddad smiled when we visited. It makes me cry tears of joy everytime. :)