Fish

Oooookaaaaay.

So apparently Liza does know that I've been crying alot these days. And she scolded me 'so stupid' because it's my fault and yet I'm always acting like I've been victimized.
At least I admit that it's my fault, ok...
When alot of things go awry all at once, I tend to get really irrational about my emotions. And that's when things start to go really wrong, for all the wrong reasons. And the worst thing's that alot of people tend to get implicated (including the traumatized lady at the corridor who watched me bawling and walking past without noticing her). Sometimes I get really tired of myself, but can I help it? Can I stop hurting the people around me? Can I stop all this nonsense?
I don't really care if I scored 92% for my 2220 assignment. It just pissed me off further because I didn't even put in effort, so I don't deserve it. And I saw that tutor whom I hate with a vengeance.
And Jodie went home even before I could consult her.
And my ass hurts from the mugging.
And my shoulders hurt from my sis' kneading.
And I made the husband feel like the biggest sinner in the world.
And in return I made myself feel like the biggest sinner in the world.
And I'm hungry and craving Nutella.
And I lack caffeine.
And the husband's not home yet.
And I'm not in the mood to mug, but 2101's tomorrow.
And I'm getting increasingly sick of 3880.

Damn it.

P.S. Thanks to Ah Lai for the concern and encouragement. I'll heed the Dean's list guy's advice.