I came into the office in the morning with a new-found sense of hopelessness. Other than the many complexities in life which are still bombarding me, I still have to wad knee-deep in office work and troublesome procedures. I guess I'll be uber grateful to get back to campus again.
We chatted a lot yesterday night about our future love lives, taking turns to ask and answer questions. It's apparent that the 4 of us are still very much unlike of one another despite hanging out together for to long, and that's a good thing. At least we had not deviated from our own principles from the start and have in fact started to embark on the road of self-discovery and self-realisation, be it treacherous or not.
And then it hit me: he hasn't given me a definite answer, even after 2 years. And it's important to me because I wouldn't want to hang onto a non-mutual feeling. We're all adults already, so I guess we should at least make everything clear. It's true that I haven't been thinking much about this over the past 2 years due to studies, but it's judgement time now. So please spare me if you think we can't go beyond being friends. Then I'll really move on wish you all the best.
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