It’s becoming increasingly difficult to suppress my truculent alter-ego. Situations just keep popping up; I keep running up walls, people choose to pick on the very minute details… Of course, I still maintain my cheery disposition to keep me running on an infinite supply of positive vibes generated out of thin air. I’m one of the lucky ones who realize the importance of keeping myself out of the ‘anger’ zone and pick myself out of situations where I’m prone to lose my temper, but it’s a tad harder to keep the smile on my face for a second longer nowadays. Volatility of my temperament is fluctuating at a dangerous rate, and I’m still grappling with the process of growing up. I’m freaking out big time.
And people whom I love to bits are getting themselves in waist-deep trouble. One chooses to run away from the impossible problems, while the other has plunged head-first into a pool of murky waters. The worst bit’s when people choose to kick up a big fuss, poke their incessant noses into people’s business, act as the great pretenders, and wants their thumbs in every pie. Please, give them a break; they’re grown-up enough to solve their own problems with their own solutions, and they’ve got to face the music themselves. Why bother to kick up a big fuss when it’s not even your bloody business? Be it as a friend or a fan, I think you’re rational enough to know what the outcome is if you were to plant your arse in this complicated business. This isn’t child’s play; things could blow out of proportion and ruin everything. Everything. So please, think twice or thrice if you have to, before you lay your hands on the keyboard and churn up half a page of accusations and allegations.
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