Monday, March 28, 2005

All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending

How shall I start today’s entry? Should I carry on about today’s long and dreary day or point out the fact that hypocrisy exists in the people you least expect them to be?
The school started the mass lecture system today. I remembered when I was in the first intake going for my first day of mass lectures, I messed it up by going for totally irrelevant subject lectures. Ha-ha. The lectures were full of non-subject related stuff, like the composition of marks and all that. Boring day.

Are you a hypocrite? Just a random scribe here, since the last time I babbled on and on about guys and music and no one fully understood the cover story. My recent encounter with one was a bolt from the blue, and though I nursed no ill feelings towards the person, the numb feeling tends to hit the soul hard. Why has it got to be someone so close to me? Why did the person do all those nasty stuff to the people around me? Was it just me, or was the person plain sick? All the questions had so much silence for an answer. Avril sings, “You were all the things I thought I knew…”… Did I not see what the person saw? Well then again, all this can end on a happy note, with me pretending that this decade-old friendship has survived all the stuff and all that, and I will, because I treasure you too much.

Take care, my friend. I will always love you for all your back-stabbing and hypocrisy.

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