SYF flashcard

Went for a haircut today. My hair is like... Anyway, the main point today was that i got kicked on the ass... by myself. Mrs Wong called at 1 pm and asked me to report at the National stadium. And i was like,"Damn it!" Apparently she said that "it was irresponsible of me to do this" and that "i may as well finish off with the whole event once and for all". i didn't attend the last session, so even if i attend this session i still won't get any points. What the shit. And shuwen and Clara could escape this, so why couldn't i? Damn it... Anyway when i rushed there on a taxi which cost me $15++, the rehearsal haven't started and i had to squeeze with the other sec 3s whom i don't even know... I was so emotionally stressed the whole time, i didn't eat or drink, and just stared plainly into space. Anyway, NX asked Hong ying to pass me this choker she got from the US. Very nice, but... i don't know. i feel as though we're worlds apart. I know she's trying hard to revive the friendship, and i'm trying to forget...