He's really avoiding me. Wtf. I dun know how long is this going to last, but I'm sure the days ahead are going to be hard to pass. Damn. What in the world did I do? Or… dun tell me he knows… omg… I dun wish for it to happen, but if he's going to react in the same way as Yu An if he finds out, then I really overlooked him. I dunno… And I dun wanna know. And if he does treat me as a basic friend, why doesn't he even say hi? The longest time which we didn't communicate was 4 days, and this time we broke the record. Ha… I can only laugh and cry.
Today was probably the most stable day in my entire lie. 1.I did the a-math paper without difficulty. 2.I didn't fall asleep during maths. 3.I handed in all the homework I'm supposed to hand in this week. 4.I did whatever I think I should do. Still, I feel terrible. And I guess the reason is obvious. Is it because I didn't talk to him? is it because he's angry with me because of something? is it because I'm too sensitive? is it because he already knows and is avoiding me? . . . . . . . . .
Note: NCC people really need to take their cadets in hand. One NCC girl was apparently annoying the people around her on the bus because she was speaking so loudly and openly about her classmate's crush. What a bitch.
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