I'm a hazard to myself

Had my first aid course over the first few days. Interesting although the juniors got lectured by the instructor many a times... haiz...
Just had too much pressure to handle over the last few days and i almost was on the verge of breaking down. I wanted to run away from home, but i was afraid of hurting my parents. I wanted to run away, but i had nowhere to go to seek shelter. I wanted to run away, but i couldn't cuz i love my family too much. Yeah, i'm facing a crisis fighting with myself.