Ai Wu Suo Bu Zai

Had sjab camp over the weekend, so wasn't active over the last few days. But then I didn't miss him as much cuz over the camp days i managed to pick a quarrel with him over sms... If he is still swearing then he's normal... haha... looking forward to meeting him ...

3/10 Class Chalet

3/10 chalet was awesome!!!
Day 1(17/11)-->Rushed home straight from SJAB and ran to the mama shop 7 blocks away from my house to grab some stuff for the chalet. Then i took the train down to Bedok. And i just can't believe that no one actually asked if i needed a seat (i was lugging 2 bottles of soft drink, a packet of chipsmore, lightsticks, magazine all in one huge plastic bag whose handle's gonna give way). Whatever, i called Clara on her phone to ask if she was around that area so she could help with that stuff. She said she was on the train arriving soon so i waited. Who knows, she wasn't alone. Apparently i forgot that she went to IMM with the other guys and girls to get some stuff for the bbq that day. So i got relieve of my load, but then i was asked to carry another plastic bag with 2 bottles of soft drink. *bleep'*
We took the shuttle to the chalet and waited for Mrs Chang to check-in (she booked it for us). But then the taxi she ttok got lost in that area and when she arrived i was given a knocking-in by her. Anyway she booked in and left us on our own. We got unit A3, so you can roughly imagine how far it is from all the facilities. So we settled down and started playing real lame games and telling lame jokes. Then my joke backfired(Brandon i swear i'll kill you from telling me that joke)Most of them went to the beach to play water volley and stuff but Xiling, Jiaqi and i preferred to stay in cuz i'm allergic to seawater(i'll get rash after that) and i guess the 2 girls just weren't enthusiastic about this kind of stuff. So we just watched TV and joked until Yu An came asked for a plaster. Apparently Kah Wee cut his toe while threading on the seabed. So i insisted on taking a look while the other 2 girls went to ask for plasters.
The cut looked quite deep but Alana has helped cleaning it. The 2 girls then came with plasters and i helped Kah Wee but them on but after that he stood up and walked around all of the plasters dropped off and all the while he was whining about how lousy the plasters were. Whatever. Then i started writing stuff on the beach drawing...
We got back to the chalet at 7pm and they cleaned up and started the bbq. Mrs Chang brought along her 6-year-old niece and Weiming and i were playing with her all the while. I didn't eat much cuz i got chased around by the little girl and i was partially devoted to the TV when Wilber Pan was singing. Haha... Pan's cute, but he's too fair. So basically i was starving after the bbq. Mrs Chang and her niece left(she sustained an abrasion while chasing me around) and those bbqing cleared up. Except, they went swimming in the swimming pool before finishing up with the cleaning. So it was down to those left in the chalet(Chee Hsiang, Zhiying, Xiling, me) to do so.
First we started to get rid of all the wrappers, plastic bags and stuff from the very sandy floor(Chee Hsiang was hanging a lame joke around by saying that i hated Ling Yilian). Then we started washing the floor and washed through Xi Jie Shao Nian. Then at about 12++ the 4 of us walked 2km out to McCafe and just sat there and joked about. We met the rest along the way, who were sitting around a table and *bleep'* they were telling ghost stories. So Xiling joined them while the 3 of us walked back to the chalet. Then Check was telling us about the hatred between he and Yu An. So i was telling him about Yu An and me and stuff... Then the whole night Check and Zhiying played a Dai Di marathon while i was chauffeuring between the living room and the bedroom, where they were debating about ghost stories there. Tong Loong claimed he freaked out after seeing something. Dortz.
Then the next morning to noon we were just chilling in the room cuz many of them had left in the morning. I left in the afternoon. Haiz...

I'm a hazard to myself

Had my first aid course over the first few days. Interesting although the juniors got lectured by the instructor many a times... haiz...
Just had too much pressure to handle over the last few days and i almost was on the verge of breaking down. I wanted to run away from home, but i was afraid of hurting my parents. I wanted to run away, but i had nowhere to go to seek shelter. I wanted to run away, but i couldn't cuz i love my family too much. Yeah, i'm facing a crisis fighting with myself.