feverstruck

i couldn't get to sleep last night. Was thinking about a bunch of stuff. I think i'm crazy. First i hurt myself over some freak, now HIM. I AM CRAZY. Then i started crying in the middle of the night. Just because of that. i just guess I'm truely crazy to cry over something like that. All i was considering was how i was going to deal with this mess i made. I don't know how such a thing would happen, AGAIN. ON ME.
Was damn pissed today. first, i didn't get my beauty sleep yesterday night, so i was so freaking grumpy and sorts. i just couldn't find anything to cheer myself up. i went onto MSN, but the least Kah Teng did to irritate me was to ask me for a basketball when mine was flat. Bah... HE was online too, so it charged me up a little. Second, i just guessed my parents were not sincere in getting me a phone lorZ... i was basically looking forward to the weekend because of this, and i was left disappointed and pissed. I don't mind not having a phone, but i'm just utterly pissed...