End of the world :'(

You can say that I hate my life or something like that…I dun care… I just hate the things going on around me… it’s totally not fair to me… I know some may be asking ‘you have no right to make the world go YOUR way, so why insist?’ I know. I have never in my life put such an entry in, but today I differ. I hate the dishumanity done to me. All I did this morning was say’ which idiot poured the cup of milk here and didn’t drink it’ and I got this huge irritating in my ear… as if I wanted to scold my dad… no one gave me enough peace the entire day… even my idiotic sis choose to do so. she could have chosen a huge piece of pancake, yet she chose a totally pathetic one so that she can have her second helping… and my parents chose to side her. there. game over for me… I don’t know… And that ass of a sis of mine made me go to my wits’ ends… all I did was laid on her chest so very VERY lightly and she started to bawl like some crazy fat ol’ woman who has got her chest pressed out of place…. she think she’s so matured… 12 only then somemore like bamboo then learn how to wear bra…. idiots…. I hate my life…. I wanna kill myself…. sometimes I have to make myself convinced that I’m in a happy family but no, I’m not…. I’m just cheering myself up so that I can go on with life day by day…. everyone argues that what they did was for my good, but has anyone thought how much ‘good’ has it done yet?