I'm a hazard to myself

Here I am, sitting here, typing this pathetic keyboard and drinking a cup of bubble tea from Happy Cup...(Oops!)This is the period I hate DE MOST cuz I know that everyone's facial expression will take a turn everytime a paper is been given out...Still not too bad for me, though...Didn't fail any subject although my History almost hit rock bottom(as USUAL)and quite happy with my english....

I am such a PATHETIC bitch.

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When the words don’t reach
where the feeling doesn’t end
when things stay inside
that the mouth doesn’t express,
when the soul feels infinite
how can I begin to explain that the blood
in my heart doesn’t stop
It’s held back on the outside
and it stays still
without wings
and they give it words,
words that don’t heal
the loneliness
but they try.
How can I say
that what I want are hands,
arms
and legs
that feel
that feel
the thorns of the way
the morning flowers
and above all your hands
that so many hands touched
and with mine they stayed.
And above all your hair,
your face
and your whole body
How can I say
that what I want is to love you.
You
just you...