People, you better speak for yourself

you came & you kicked out everything that was beneath me
you hurt & you clawed making me regret the day I see your face again
I can't take this anymore
you ruined my trust & my appreciation
I know you once love me but all you do is lie
trying to make me hate my friends who have my back
my heart is turn
my soul is crying
your pulling me in two different ways
I can't make outs whats right or wrong...
you said Jie is a bad friend
when its you going behind my back
talking about every little detail about me
sending out your lil spies
sometimes I hate to be around you
but I thought you needed me
when in reality you were just a stepping stone
you lied about my friends
& too my friends
do you think I would take you back??
just like that
HA HA
in your face
don't front on me anymore
cuz I can't stand your face

I am definitely not impressed by the doing of the girls. They have started ignoring Jie and me and didn’t even bother to tell us their activities. Yayun and company is obviously hiding stuff from me and Jie. Cuz we are the only ones they didn’t ask out. How ungrateful… They did not even take the initiative to ask us if we could go out with them. I cannot tolerate this any longer, for sure. I really think they’re against me(other than Jie) just because I am sticking with Jie. If that is the true reason why they are avoiding us, I don’t think we deserve it at all.They have being thinking for the past few days that I’m some of loony brute who is sticking with Jie instead of them cuz they are obviously against her. I can feel the resistance they have on befriending Jie. I don’t wish to end my Sec. 2 life drawing a conclusion that I’ve being idling around with a group of underage kindergarten children. What I want is equality. If this carry on, I can jolly well bring this up to Miss Loh and miss the class camp for good. I rather stay at home and go online 24 hours a day than to go to the class camp with a group of unfriendly people. That’s all I can say. Speak for urself, people, you deserve it.

I'm a hazard to myself

Here I am, sitting here, typing this pathetic keyboard and drinking a cup of bubble tea from Happy Cup...(Oops!)This is the period I hate DE MOST cuz I know that everyone's facial expression will take a turn everytime a paper is been given out...Still not too bad for me, though...Didn't fail any subject although my History almost hit rock bottom(as USUAL)and quite happy with my english....

I am such a PATHETIC bitch.

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When the words don’t reach
where the feeling doesn’t end
when things stay inside
that the mouth doesn’t express,
when the soul feels infinite
how can I begin to explain that the blood
in my heart doesn’t stop
It’s held back on the outside
and it stays still
without wings
and they give it words,
words that don’t heal
the loneliness
but they try.
How can I say
that what I want are hands,
arms
and legs
that feel
that feel
the thorns of the way
the morning flowers
and above all your hands
that so many hands touched
and with mine they stayed.
And above all your hair,
your face
and your whole body
How can I say
that what I want is to love you.
You
just you...

Don't Let Me Get Me

Don’t Let Me Get Me-Pink

Never win first place, I don't support the team
I can't take direction, and my socks are never clean
Teachers dated me, my parents hated me
I was always in a fight cuz I can't do nothin' right
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
It’s bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
I wanna be somebody else, yeah
LA told me, "you'll be a pop star,
Or you’ll have to change is everything you are."
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears
She's so pretty, that just ain't me
Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe somethin
A day in the life of someone