I need to wake up

Felt really quashed at the end of yesterday. 3 lectures to rush in and out of, and plenty of stairs to climb. The first week of school didn't seem so much of a bed of roses after all, despite having my tuesdays and thursdays free. And I freakin' need to beat that winding queue at the Central Forum bookstore and get my NM textbook by next Monday.

Band practice wasn't as satisfactory, partially because we were robbed of our main instrumentalists and vocalists. Oh, and the disappearing people as well. Sometimes some people need to get their prorities right. It's no use doing well in academics when you live such a sad life trying to burrow under huge stacks of books (and money, in future) and anime. I really wonder if being nice to you is a crime. And I'm calling out to those bigheads at Chinese Society; please, if you wish to have our people perform there in future, kindly tell us at least a month in advance, or PAY us. It's simple; money makes the world go round, especially in our case, since it's always been CS which has been keeping our membership fee. And it matters even more now that I'm handling the accounts. I just hope it won't be too pressing for Jia Yan to keep handling the claims from us.

And now I have to figure out a way to cheer the husband up.

Shucks.

To be continued...

Rambling

I have no idea why it seems as though I'm the only one who's enthusiastic about the new school term.
*Sighs*

And I seem very redundant here, in the club room, when Heal the World is no apparent concern of mine.
*Laughs*

pre-term cognitive relaxation

Omg.
I haven’t been blogging here for donkey days.

The advent of the beginning of the new school term signified that 1. it’s time to rush like ants on a hot pan again and 2. more performances are on the way. I wonder if it’s actually a good thing that I’m not performing for all the upcoming events. It either means I totally suck, or that I totally suck. Or that I suck big time. Oh well.

And those lucky imps at SMU have got Settlers’ Café right in the basement of their campus!
*Envious*
It’s still in the soft launch stage, but the atmosphere’s definitely much more inviting and, strangely, it exudes a homely feeling. It’s probably just the furniture from IKEA. But we learnt a couple of new games today, so I’m pretty contented with today’s outing. I love double dates to Settlers’ with Mr. and Ms. G. The Love Guru made me laugh so much, I burnt off all the sake I had for dinner.

Sometimes I just don’t like the way some people make it seem as though whatever they are doing now seems very sophisticated and sorts. We don’t need all that bullshit of fancy names and bombastic terms. Perhaps you’re a believer of condescending behaviour on your part, but trust me, it just made you seem like you’re over-complaining.

Mad mad mad

I've been getting that 'I feel like shit' feeling for the past few days. Agnes that hag just had to infuriate me EVERY SINGLE DAY for the past week, and I've been creating alot of trouble for the SAP consultants for the past month. I really deserve to be disemboweled. And the CORS had to make me repeat that 'I feel like shit' when I came home and found out that I didn't get Science of Music.
WTF.
I'm just hoping that not needing to face that crazy woman on the last two days of my work and throwing in all the points in my General account into bidding for whatever's left of that module will cheer me up.
*Sighs*
And you just have to add to everything by staying out so late at night. Yes, I'm being absoultely unreasonable here.

An angry woman is an angry woman.

P.S: Thanks to Ken for that little gift. I'm totally apologetic for being such a nasty person at times, and you could still tolerate me.

Things will go our way

I must be the silliest woman in the world.

Things went slightly awry yesterday night, and we became two very disturbed people, worrying our asses off some silly thing. Perhaps time will cure your friend, and she'll finally come to realisation over what she's contemplating. And yes, I'm the crazy girl who feels sorry for the other girl. I just can't help it when I've been in a similar spot (although I was that persistant), so putting myself in her shoes came as a natural reaction. But I hope things will stay this way (if it doesn't improve), because I don't stay a nice girl if I have someone else clawing away at my boyfriend.

The night was enjoyable (sorry that it was slightly ruined), and although it was a pity that we missed the fireworks, we had the Fountain of Wealth as a consolation.

I just feel bad that we won't be able to spend more time with each other on Saturdays because my tuition classes, even after school starts.

Some pictures from band prac the other day:

Okay that's all I took. Supper was enjoyable, with Kailing, Raymond a.k.a Leimon, Yuching and her guy, Yuan Hong a.k.a Ah Lai, Yuan Yi, Winson, you and me. I just wished I knew how to drive to your home, so you wouldn't need to travel home alone.

And no one knows how much I love you.