Tuesday, April 13, 2004

I'm the angriest person in the world right now

I, am the angriest person in the world. Yes, dun mess with me or you'll die like shit. From the start of the day, I did the History test like shit. I did not finish the first question nor did I finish the second question. Then Ms Leong sprung a surprise English test right after my 2.4km run. Today was a great achievement for me cuz I actually out-ran myself. Okok, I know it's nothing great. But at least I kept myself running til almost the end. Then got back Chinese test and Clara actually beat me by half a mark. I feel so ashamed I wanted to go long bia. Then after recess that Mdm Sia have to conduct her o-so-boring Social Studies. And she keeps asking us to stay at home and rot and lay eggs and all that shit. I think she will be the one rotting at home if we give up on our O'levels. During Math Mrs Wong gave back our test on Differentiation of Logarithm and as usual I failed. That really killed me. Whatever… Then to add on to all the shit, Mrs Chang gave us a Physics test. That, was the only thing I can be proud of. Cuz I didn't study for the test and yet I could get 17/20, when I usually get a just pass for my normal MCQs. I was brimming til Math Remedial. initially I have no intention of attending the remedial, but I just couldn't bring myself to miss a single session. Just my conscience speaking. Mrs Wong had a talk with me and she said that I was ' working very hard, but working blindly'. I swear at that moment in my head I could feel the fire burning, ready to eat her up. But I said to myself, 'last year liao. Just put up with her.' Ok, whatever. Then my mei's birthday is tomorrow, so I thought that while I could go to Popular to get her present I could drop by CD-RAMA to get my long-awaited S.H.E stationery set. But it's sold out. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…………

Monday, April 12, 2004

Stupid Sunday

Dunno whether to regret or not. Mum's gone for a dinner with, guess who? Her friend auntie Lucy. And guess what? She's brought along her daughter and Gerald. Gerald!!! OMG. My blood is boiling. Why? Why did i stupidly miss out on this once-in-a-blue-moon chance? God... No one will have any idea how cute that guy is. Omg. I just hate myself.

Anyway it's another Sunday. Boring Sunday. i hate Sundays cuz i can't wake up late the next day and i can't laze in bed til 10am and i can't chuck my homework aside a day longer and damn... i have to go back to school and face some idiotic teachers. Didn't do much today cuz i almost wanted to kill myself yesterday cuz i made an idiot out of myself by going to school at 7.05am when my CCA starts only at 9am. And i slugged my ass of studying for History and found out that it was a source-based test. Pls, someone curse me.

Sunday, April 11, 2004

Attitude

Had SJAB today. Though there was PT, it was pretty fun cuz I haven't done PT ever since the start of the year and I missed out last week's PT cuz I was packing the sick bay and first aid kit. Man, SJAB is fun! And the cute BB guy was in school too so I was pretty chuffed too! I'm mad. Sat through the Sec.1s' first aid lesson and I swear I could have fallen asleep if not for Christina's constant thunderous laughter. She's such a gag bag. HAHA… Then after parade we were teasing Joan about Tong Loong and that. Ha… Had Nursing Course today and the Mdm got quite pissed with some of my juniors who did not grasp a single thing from the previous lessons. Haiz… Attitude…

He attitude me yesterday… Damn it…

Tuesday, April 6, 2004

Morons and electrons

Boring Monday, as usual. For info, I just vowed yesterday at 8.00pm sharp that I will not speak to HIM unnecessarily for 10 whole days. That, was so cruel of me to torture me. But I guess I gotta inject some excitement into my life once in a while. Math remedial was cancelled today(Yay!) cuz Wong had something on. So over the moon. But there's so much work to do. Haiz. And I have planned my study schedule from this week til the week before the Chinese O'levels. So busy, so I have to motivate myself to work even if I'm feeling lousy.

"If electricity comes from electrons, do morality come from morons?"

Friday, April 2, 2004

Happy April Fool's...

Been so busy the past few days that I haven't got the time to update my diary. Thank God the Chemistry test this Saturday is cancelled. At least I don't have to slog til my guts drop. Phew… Anyway although today was April Fools', it became rather unusual that our class wasn't up to any kind of mischief. Well, at least sleeping in Ms Leong's class and getting a yelling from her wasn't that bad afterall. And I'm still damn stressed cuz in 2 weeks' time will be our science practical mid-year paper, and in 1 month's time will be our mid-year paper… damn… And 2 weeks after that will be the Chinese O's… Oh shit… Anyway, this Saturday's gonna be a fun day cuz we are making a salad as part of our Total Defence project… And I'm totally looking forward to that. And I want to extend my congrats to all who ran in the Heats yesterday, you guys did a great job!!!