Time's killing my hopes

Had a discussion about the upcoming Love Fiesta after Economics, right before GP. And Jon apparently got pissed off when we were grumbling about the 300 cookies we’d have to make as an estimated quota. Relax Jon, it’s your first time as a chairman. You’ll have plenty to learn. Lolz.Time’s penalizing my each and every move whenever I think of HIM. I’m fighting back, holding on to the dark secret as my desperation keeps persuading me to surrender it. I have a weak determination, so I don’t know how long can I keep grasp of my porcelain heart, before HE unknowingly shatters it? How much trouble would it have saved me if HE had found out about it from somewhere? I’m not expecting a heart in return, I just want that confirmation. I know you’ve been hurt before, just like me, so why don’t we give each other a chance? Doesn’t it work this way? God I sound so damn desperate.

I'm sick... forever

Great... life sucks big time for me... and i hate it... Anyway it's another sucky Tuesday for me... Mrs Chang wasn't here today again and we had this real stupid dumb teacher to come in and sit for like a minute then she left... dumb... Then Mrs Wong gave more homework on the topic we know nuts about:Rate of Change. Everyday she just rattle rattle rattle and expect people to absorb her chanting... absurd...

I'm currently under alot of stress so if i do speak like an alien pls do pardon me cuz i haven't really straighten out on what i'm gonna do for the day...

Help I'm being stalked

Ok everything was ironed out. I thought that he was angry with me while he thought that i was angry with him... lolz... Haha... So i guess we were being quite over-sensitive...there's this guy in my class(dun wish to name him)who has been rumoured to(ur hmm)like me.I dun know if it's true but all i know is he's pestering me and everytime i call him to pass stuff he'll end with"yes dear"or"qing ai de"pls get someone to help me kill him

Too frustrated to say anything, do anything... Just need a shoulder to cry on

I've finally realised how dumb was i, wasn't i? He said that i have AP, when it's he himself who's having AP, so, what's his problem? Idiocrisy... I'm not going to talk to him til he apologise lorz, but i doubt he'll ever think he's wrong or whatsoever... He said "Don't ever expect anything from me again." Arse... I'm frustrated. Didn't know i had such a friend. Yet, it hurts me more whenever we quarrel... He doesn't know anything, so of course it doesn't hurt him, but everytime we quarrel i cry. Everytime i quarrel with people i end up crying. Too much.

School has started... how I want to end it...

it's been 10 days since i updated my diary. Cuz Ma has officially banned me from using the computer. So seeing me online is going to be a very rare thing. School has since started, things are running quite smoothly. Few changes to note: 1.Mr Foo is our new principal. He's the coolest principal in the world. 2.We're studying in the new campus. The classrooms are great, the toilets are rather cool, the facilities... urm... ok lorz... 3.My class has got a sucky chairman. i'm the sucky chairman. Just to mention.
But some things will never change(if u know what i mean). Never, unless it's fated to change.
Anyway, the CCA Extravaganza is just tomorrow. And i'm pretty excited about it. Cuz can see the cute guys from Boys' Brigade. They actually got some guys from the nearby schools to help set the foundation for the new CCA. OMg... haiz... but sianz...
And i'm still not used to the amount of homework. And I'm so stressed my friends around me have started telling me that i'm acting pretty strangely. god...