I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Alright, so I guess I don’t really how to be a perfect friend. I don’t know, I mean, what’s YOUR definition of a friend, and does it subset with mine? Or does whatever I do clashes with your hopes for me as a friend? Does it include doing better than you in tests? Does it include sharing your burden for project work? I don’t know, why don’t you tell me, so perhaps I could forsake the world for our friendship? I’m sorry, I can’t be the perfect friend in your eyes.

To KM: You know what? You totally pissed me off just by giving up. What the hell do you think you’re contemplating? Well guess what? Everyone’s going to give you a kick in the ass for giving up. I am.

The old me shall depart

Just a few words to say before I bid goodbye to the 16-year-old me. I wanna go out there and hug everyone who has shown the world how to love simply by loving the people around you. It's not about the BGR kind of love, because that's absolutely shallow and unthinkable, but the kind of love you give unknowingly. The's the love I wish everyone I know can receive, from every other person in the world. And this, is my birthday wish this year. No luxury goods, no pigging-out, no self-rewarding, no self-praise, just a simple thing i want to put out to everyone. Love with your soul, not your heart.

I will survive this broken storyline

Thanks, NX. Thanks so much for supporting my decision to give up whatever I’ve decided to give up, for the sake and happiness and myself and my other friends. Thanks for always being there for me when I needed that shoulder to cry on, that ear to listen to me. Without you, all I’m going to be is incomplete.

I guess I needed the whole of today to get over my last term’s work, disappointment, stress, as well as the stuff I promised to.

YiHao: Thanks for the present, and I appreciate it when people get me presents, not because I’m MATERIALISTIC nor am I FLASHY. I just appreciate everything people do, even if it’s something as simple as a THANK-YOU. Yes, YiHao, you made SOME PEOPLE look like faggots (not you lah, Zelun). Thanks Bro.

Amanda: Thanks for the smiles, the compliments (even if they were just to cheer me up), the camera flashes (to satiate your thirst for photography), the Aiyo’s, everything…

Eric: Though I act like I don’t know you in school (partially because I really don’t know you that well, thanks for the laughter and the torture you provided Zelun with.

Zelun: Thanks for being such a great faggot classmate. Enjoyed the laughter, the finger-pointing, everything.

Egg: Thanks for making effort to turn up this time, although I just wanna tell you that Maple Story is sooooo yesterday.

Pls try to hurt me further

To Check: Please if don't think too highly of yourself, because in reality you're such a huge faggot. I treated you as a friend and is this all I got? I don't expect something miraculous to happen because it probably won't, all I ask for is a friendship, and YOU had to go sink it. I don't know what got into you, but I know that the old you is dead. Forever. And I mourn over the old YOU. WAKE UP. FAGGOT.