5 days to O's

About 5 more days to the first O Levels paper. I still can’t concentrate on studying, partially because of the weather, and also because I just can’t sit still to study. Still halfway thru Social Studies only, and I’m still arguing with myself over the reasons for the Great Leap Forward. Haiz… only if mugging was like sleeping; the only difficulty would be to fall asleep.
Ps: sorry bang seh you… not my fault…

O'Levels Chem Prac

O’Levels Chemistry Practical today. Woke up at 4 am and couldn’t sleep after that cuz I was too excited to make it good. The prac was unbelievably manageable, and I was pretty cool with it. The worst part came in the form of the quarantine, cuz I didn’t bring any food and my brain couldn’t function at all. Thank God it’s all over.
The next hurdle’s the Physics Practical next week, followed by the main papers. Haven’t started studying Social Studies, so I have no idea how am I going to survive the guilt. And I’m also worrying about the Physics paper too, and the History paper, and the Math paper, and the… Oh well basically it’s 10 days to the main papers and what have I done? Nothing.

So say goodbye, oh don't you cry, cuz true love never dies

Last day of school liao… Perhaps everyone played til they’re so off that they aren’t thinking much about this day as I did. Tong Loong had the initial (stupid) idea that when I said “Class stand!” everyone will greet “Thank you Ms/Mrs … … for teaching us and tolerating our nonsense.” We thought it was dumb, so he came up with another ‘brilliant’ idea- I, alone, yes me, poor chairman, will say that on behalf of the class. Thanks man, that was exactly what I didn’t need. But anyway, I did it (reluctantly) to every single teacher, including Mrs Sim. I wonder if he did the same to Ms Chan. So I decided to sabotage him when it came to Mrs Chang. Haha. That’s for you, from me. Took photos with some of the more significant ones in class and my own khaki. Thanks for everything and everything. Really gonna miss you all.

In this life, I was loved by you

2 days to the end of school. Then we’ll be sitting for our O’Levels. Time flies, and everyone’s known each other for 2 years already (or even 4 years). All this while, perhaps I’ve carelessly overlooked those significant ones in my life, and it’s only til today that I regret my actions. All the things I could have got to know about you, all the joy we could have shared, and all the memories we could have to cherish when we step out of this lift, one by one, to pursue our happiness. But what I do know, is that I’m really blessed to have came across such great people in my life. All of you have definitely made an impression on the beach of my sea of memories, no matter how deep it is. Yes, I’ll miss everyone. Every single one of you. God bless you all, cuz I know I was when I met you people.

JC or Poly?

Had a talk with my parents yesterday night regarding my pre-U destiny. Both of them encouraged me to go to Poly cuz they said that Poly life is less stressful than JC, and that JC is just too academic for me. And besides, after Poly, I can still go to University, or I can choose to work and take a degree at the same time. But in school, the reaction is different. Jia Ying (if I’m not wrong) said that it’s harder to get to U when you’re in Poly as compared to JC. But my cousins who went to Poly actually made it to U.
Actually, I really hope to make it to JC, cuz I want something conventional and fast. I hate studying so I dun wanna spend half of my life letting studies bog me down. But I’m afraid that I can’t catch up with those who made it to first 3 months, given my especially retarded think tank. And I have no hopes of specializing at this time cuz I have no direction at all. But my parents say that the main priority now is to score well in my O Levels, so I’m chucking my Prelim results aside for awhile.Still doing A math today. I was supposed to study 3 different subjects according to my study table within these 3 days but I spent most of the time doing Math. I know that Mrs Wong did it for our own good, but I guess she probably went over the edge, cuz now we don’t have time to study other subjects. And I was dumb enough to bring half of my chemistry file when Mrs Siew had no intention of going thru that, and instead threw us a paper to do. I guess she really want us to do well, and we really appreciate her effort. But I guess most of us are too afraid of her to open up to her, so that’s probably the disadvantage of the entire situation.

P.s to the one who loves to sing aloud in class: You made my day……….. terrible.

Nowhere to go

Got back all my prelims results already, and i really worry for my future. Haiz… Didn’t expect it to turn out this way. Really disappointed with myself lorz. But I’m focusing on the O’Levels so that I’ll do much better then.ACJC didn’t come to school today, so it was very obvious what they did, especially to the teachers. Xiling challenged me to do that, but my disappearance would be too obvious, so that’s definitely a no-no.

Mum's the best

Seemed fine in school, but I unknowingly lapsed into depression after reaching home. Just didn’t expect my results to be like shit. Haiz… Told my mum and she sounded disappointed, but told me to try harder for the O’Levels. Thanks Mum. I Love You.

Sick of my results

Failed my Physics... So damn sad, cuz i studied hard for it, but... Haiz dun say liao. Anyway i think History will be disappointing (although i hope not) cuz there are 3 failures in the class alone. E-math was also disappointing, cuz i missed 1 mark for each paper to a A1. So disappointed about the whole thing. Thanks to Liyan and Jie for their presents i really appreciate them although they're 2 weeks late lolz.Currently thinking of a way to tell my perents. They'll know someday, i guess. It's the breaking part which is the hardest lorz. Haiz. Sian. Just kill me. Haiz. They'll be so disappointed.

KBox rox

Firstly, just wanna say a big ‘SORRY!’ to my poor 4/10 mates which I have to give up in exchange for the company of my close friends. I really didn’t mean it, and I hope you people enjoyed yourselves yesterday, cuz I did.Jane had to go thru her e-math paper yesterday after the Physics paper so Liyan, Hong Ying and I went to West Coast first to grab a bite. Our initial plan was to go to East Coast Park to ride bikes on a Children’s Day, but we had to kill that idea when Jane met us only around 12++pm. So I (yes, me the brainchild) suggested that we popped into K Box @ JE for a karaoke session, and we compromised on that.The membership only cost $5, and we had a room all to ourselves. Hong Ying left just before we started (Urm you know where you went huh!), so it was down to 3 of us. Had a whale of a time there. Great way to spend a post-exam afternoon. The funniest part was when we were thru Jay Chou’s ‘An Hao’ when his voice became that kiddy voice and we basically freaked out. Even the guy who came in to collect the cups was staring at us cuz he thought we did something to the song. Haha. Apparently it was a glitch, so the other songs were ok. Didn’t know why Jane had to K songs by F.I.R, cuz I swear Faye sings the hardest types of songs. S.H.E songs were peanuts, and I was rolling on the floor when they accidentally K-ed children songs. Lolz.

Beautiful Woman

"Beautiful Woman"

How can I begin to
Tell you what you do to
Me every time I hear ya
More willing to wanna see ya

I know that there's no use in
Tryin' to explain the confusion
But still I'm not complainin'
'Bout my situation

Let's not talk about a Possible ending
The very first time that I
Was lookin' to be your fella I found my inspiration
Hidin' in your expression
So I put myself on forward
For your consideration

[Chorus:] Let's not talk about a Possible ending
Let's not think about it Every day
And I know I'm so In love With you
I'm finding it harder and harder to breath
Every time I'm near A beautiful woman

And so we put the top down
To take you drivin' downtown
I guess we'll know just what to do
When you're lookin' to fool around

It's too late to stop me I know we're gonna get down
A beautiful woman A beautiful woman
A beautiful woman
B is for beautiful as the sunshine
E tells me everything is feelin' alright
A goes to you and me swingin' it down
T is two I want you You've got me actin' like a fool

Finally the new song from BSB after 3 years of hiatus. It will be due to release on US airways on the 4th of October. How cool's that? Just love the guys. Anyway AJ's just had knee surgery so never mind if you see him on crutches. Poor thing.Anyway, tomorrw's the last paper. But i'm going to play myself crazy this weekend so that when i get back my results i won't be so motivated to study that i forget to relax, so why not do it now? Still mourning over my a-math paper. If i'm lucky, i pass; If i'm down, i fail, simple as that. So just wish me luck.