Cinderella

Life sucks til now for me. It's less than 4 days before the Chinese O'Levels and I'm still slacking online... courting my own death... Haiz... Just not in the mood to study. The stupid Chinese

Department planned a sucky timetable for our revision this week cuz we have revision in the morning for 3 hours before going on with other subjects (mostly Math) for the other half of the day. I'm not grumbling; my other friends are becoming crankier and crankier, but i don't know if it's due to the exam stress.

Life's still ok though. It's good with him, at least. Haha... And he's more sociable these days so i guess it was easier communicating with him the past few days.

Exams over!

Finally have the time to come online to update my diary. Broke my last record of staying offline for 6 days. Guess i can't do without my computer. Anyway, the Miad-Year is almost over, and i believe i'm going to suck at it. Quite disappointed with myself cuz i thought that i was going to work hard for my papers, but in the end i choked when i saw the quetions. Haha... Just my luck...

Anyway I'm damn excited, cuz i finally found the site to The Mysterious Play, all thanks to YY's diary. I've been trying to look for the story ever since i started watching it... So damn cool...

Going to Far East tml to look for whatever stuff i wanna buy. But the thing is, i'm broke, and that's the worst situation for anyone whose exams are over. Shucks.

Is it ending?

First Paper today. Chinese was ok, except i think i sucked at the first part. Then for Math again i missed out on alot of stuff.

I dunno if he's angry with me, but he ain't talking to me ever since that stupid thing happened. Ok, i guess it was all my fault, but i can't believe he's so petty. I've been laughing myself silly the past 2 days to suppress the hard feelings inside me. I guess, that is it.

Chem Prac

Time, look where we are and what we've been through. Time, sharing our dreams. Time, goes on and on every day. Time is what it is, come what may…

Chemistry Practical today, and I can only rejoice over the definite grade I will get: fail. That's what's on everyone's mind after the exam. I was pretty pissed by the Practical at first, cuz I didn't understand the first table where we have to fill in the time/second and 1000/s-1, and I totally didn't figure it out until I conked my head and realised it was simply 1000 divided by the time I obtained. F***k. Then my bench became so very messy and I got frustrated working on a messy bench. By the time I moved on to QA I was down to half an hour so I was rushing like mad. The first experiment required us to test for the gas emitted after heating and I tested it with red and blue litmus paper but there was no change. So I tried with limewater and ended up pouring limewater all over myself and my question paper. I tried with a glowing and burning splint but nothing happened. I wanted to kill myself then. After scrambling through the few experiments there was this question to get us to test for whatever… I told myself to prepare for the worst. Then I realised I didn't draw my graph for VA and I didn't have a ruler nor pencil. Haha… I laughed it off. But the worst was that since we were the last shift we had to clear EVERYTHING from the bench. And I got damn frustrated and irritated cuz the stupid male teacher keeps yelling at us and that. Thank God we're gonna do another practical a long time from now.

Didn't talk to him today, cuz I just wasn't in the mood. He didn't talk to me as well, so I guess it's equal. And I got really jealous these few days because of something not worth getting jealous about, but I guess every girl feels it when the boy talks to another gal. But again, I have no right to get jealous at all so I'll just have to keep it here in my heart. But now if anyone asks me if I really treasure him, I'll say yes.