NAPFA test

Had NAPFA test today. Managed to pass all, but my standing broad jump's like shit. Haiz… Wasn't feeling anxious at all and didn't have that thump, thump feeling in my chest, but I wasn't motivated at all. Haiz… I guess I know the reason why. Had a water fight with Xiling in class and got scolded childish and wang ba dan by Tong Loong… Well, I can't help but say that his chinese vocabulary is so limited…

CME test tomorrow, but please, tell me who would study for that. I rather concentrate on my Chemistry practical, cuz I have absolutely no idea how to identify cations and anions and chemical calculations. Please tell me I suck.

Me, the cat and I

E Math test was okay, except the last part of the last question was tricky. Chemistry practical was a nightmare, and I wouldn't imagine whatever which happened to me just now might just happen on the day of the Mid Year Practical test. Broke a measuring cylinder and was laughing about it. Lolz. Was raining after school.Is this really fate? I dun wish to know. In the end I became the idiot who was pacing round the pillars of the block just opposite the school for half an hour, looking at the stupid cat which was crouching between the bicycle tyres. Even the ice-cream man left the place before I did. Then those people with umbrellas basically walked past me like I'm a moron or what. Totally pissed. And though I'm home now, clean and dry, I'll still have to mug for the History test on Stalin tomorrow. Thank God, it's a source based, so I guess I dun have to study that hard. Absolutely looking forward to the Archery course tomorrow. Yay!!! And of course, meeting HIM again.

quite playing games with my heart

Haven't been writing in my diary for almost a week. Just 2 weeks left to the exams. And i haven't done a bit of revision. But aiming to score at least 3 As.So must jia you. Anyway, i finally passed my 2.4km run with timing of 16.02. What a relief. But Mr Chee still called me for remedial. Such a waste of time. Shaun and company asked me to Lot 1 but i was like "not another joke..." I totally believe that everything is fake. So i left quite unwillingly. It's all fate. Haiz. Waiting for tuition, so i can watch my Meteor Garden 2. So touching... Haiz...

Then the guys came up with a government system for the class. Quite stupid, but it was cute of them to think of such stuff. Lolz.

They gorge their asses with trophies, we nibble at humbleness

Sports Day today. I'm totally speechless to whatever happened, but I'm damn proud of those in class. The guys and gals both did well and I'm so damn proud of them. Haha. Anyway, the whole class was certain that we would get the class champion for B division Boys cuz we won most of the races, but then 4/9 said that they were the class champion. What the hell. So Mrs Chang helped us to check the results. And what the hell we were 2 points behind 4/9. But it was impossible because our class guys won higher honours than the boys of 4/9, and many of them were golds. So we went to verify all our positions for all the races, and found out that Tong Loong was placed in 3rd place for 200m singles when he came in 2nd. And 4/9 was placed 2nd, when they actually came in 4th. I just can't imagine how can one jump 2 places. The worst thing was that the time keepers who were supposed to time our lane wasn't paying attention, so only the position noted by the position keepers for that race is taken into account. Tong Loong said that the moment he finished the race, he was told by one of the position keepers that he was in 2nd place. But when 4/9 came in, he was declared to be in 2nd place and it was written down. So technically we lost by 2 points but Tong Loong was supposed to be in 2nd place. But Mr Chee did nothing to change the result. Even 4/11 agreed that we were in 2nd place. Haiz… So we went to find Mr Chin who was in charge of the time keepers to verify. So he called on all the position keepers and they were visibly in doubt about it. So they said that 4/9 was 2nd. What the hell. How could it be when 1000++ pairs of eyes saw Tong Loong come in 2nd and one pair of eyes said that he was 3rd? Unreasonable… But never mind, let them be champions for all they like, cuz they never were the champions in the first place. So we just laughed it off and enjoyed what we have, and what we know in our hearts we have gotten. The bia song really works, for a matter of fact. It kinda bonded our class. Never seen 4/10 like this before. I think even Mrs Chang and Ms Leong were shocked. Took a lot of pictures after the event, but did not join them for dinner cuz it was getting late. And not to mention Tong Loong made a fool out of himself!!!Three cheers 4/10!!!

Come and step on me

Haiz... There was 3 periods of Maths today... Got back my test on Loci... expected grade i got. Tomorrow's going to be a busy day, cuz there's the class flag to do, and i have tuition in the night. Every time i have tuition, i'll have nothing to ask. But every time i don't have, tuition, the questions come pouring in. What the heck. Hate the assembly today. Why can't the teachers think of anything better? Plain boring. Haiz. Almost fell asleep. Haiz.

And i can't help but express all the thoughts in me for the past few days. Firstly, i think that no oneappreciates me. No one. I'm not trying to gain self-pity or get called a bitch, but that's just a plain ol' fact, all smacked in your ass. No one appreciates my help, no one bothers to say a thanks after a favour and no one will ever do me a favour. Secondly, The people around me just take things for granted. Take things for granted. They think that EVERYTHING will be done for them. From today onwards, sorry. I'll just do my utmost and i'll leave the rest to rot under you. I'll still remind on class duties, things to hand up, but i'll axe out the possibility of me doing all the duty, me planning for the noticeboard and me carrying the blame for all the shit whoever did. Don't blame me for all that cuz i guess no one really appreciated all the shit the class committee did. So whoever can litter all they like, get scolded for all they like, get 'D' for class cleanliness for all they like, hand up late or never at all for all they like, attitude me for all they like. I'll just sweep it off my shoulders like how they sweep all the dust out of the door rip off my conscience like what was done to my things. Sayonara.

Happy b-dae Yin

Happy 13th B-dae Yin!!!

Finally opened an account on Friendster and anyone can add me just by adding my e-mail addie.

Got the greatest shock of my life. First, I thought i would fail my history test, but it turned out that i actually scored quite well. Same for SS. Phew. At least can get my this month's progress report with no regrets. Haha.

I'm the angriest person in the world right now

I, am the angriest person in the world. Yes, dun mess with me or you'll die like shit. From the start of the day, I did the History test like shit. I did not finish the first question nor did I finish the second question. Then Ms Leong sprung a surprise English test right after my 2.4km run. Today was a great achievement for me cuz I actually out-ran myself. Okok, I know it's nothing great. But at least I kept myself running til almost the end. Then got back Chinese test and Clara actually beat me by half a mark. I feel so ashamed I wanted to go long bia. Then after recess that Mdm Sia have to conduct her o-so-boring Social Studies. And she keeps asking us to stay at home and rot and lay eggs and all that shit. I think she will be the one rotting at home if we give up on our O'levels. During Math Mrs Wong gave back our test on Differentiation of Logarithm and as usual I failed. That really killed me. Whatever… Then to add on to all the shit, Mrs Chang gave us a Physics test. That, was the only thing I can be proud of. Cuz I didn't study for the test and yet I could get 17/20, when I usually get a just pass for my normal MCQs. I was brimming til Math Remedial. initially I have no intention of attending the remedial, but I just couldn't bring myself to miss a single session. Just my conscience speaking. Mrs Wong had a talk with me and she said that I was ' working very hard, but working blindly'. I swear at that moment in my head I could feel the fire burning, ready to eat her up. But I said to myself, 'last year liao. Just put up with her.' Ok, whatever. Then my mei's birthday is tomorrow, so I thought that while I could go to Popular to get her present I could drop by CD-RAMA to get my long-awaited S.H.E stationery set. But it's sold out. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…………

Stupid Sunday

Dunno whether to regret or not. Mum's gone for a dinner with, guess who? Her friend auntie Lucy. And guess what? She's brought along her daughter and Gerald. Gerald!!! OMG. My blood is boiling. Why? Why did i stupidly miss out on this once-in-a-blue-moon chance? God... No one will have any idea how cute that guy is. Omg. I just hate myself.

Anyway it's another Sunday. Boring Sunday. i hate Sundays cuz i can't wake up late the next day and i can't laze in bed til 10am and i can't chuck my homework aside a day longer and damn... i have to go back to school and face some idiotic teachers. Didn't do much today cuz i almost wanted to kill myself yesterday cuz i made an idiot out of myself by going to school at 7.05am when my CCA starts only at 9am. And i slugged my ass of studying for History and found out that it was a source-based test. Pls, someone curse me.

Attitude

Had SJAB today. Though there was PT, it was pretty fun cuz I haven't done PT ever since the start of the year and I missed out last week's PT cuz I was packing the sick bay and first aid kit. Man, SJAB is fun! And the cute BB guy was in school too so I was pretty chuffed too! I'm mad. Sat through the Sec.1s' first aid lesson and I swear I could have fallen asleep if not for Christina's constant thunderous laughter. She's such a gag bag. HAHA… Then after parade we were teasing Joan about Tong Loong and that. Ha… Had Nursing Course today and the Mdm got quite pissed with some of my juniors who did not grasp a single thing from the previous lessons. Haiz… Attitude…

He attitude me yesterday… Damn it…

Morons and electrons

Boring Monday, as usual. For info, I just vowed yesterday at 8.00pm sharp that I will not speak to HIM unnecessarily for 10 whole days. That, was so cruel of me to torture me. But I guess I gotta inject some excitement into my life once in a while. Math remedial was cancelled today(Yay!) cuz Wong had something on. So over the moon. But there's so much work to do. Haiz. And I have planned my study schedule from this week til the week before the Chinese O'levels. So busy, so I have to motivate myself to work even if I'm feeling lousy.

"If electricity comes from electrons, do morality come from morons?"

Happy April Fool's...

Been so busy the past few days that I haven't got the time to update my diary. Thank God the Chemistry test this Saturday is cancelled. At least I don't have to slog til my guts drop. Phew… Anyway although today was April Fools', it became rather unusual that our class wasn't up to any kind of mischief. Well, at least sleeping in Ms Leong's class and getting a yelling from her wasn't that bad afterall. And I'm still damn stressed cuz in 2 weeks' time will be our science practical mid-year paper, and in 1 month's time will be our mid-year paper… damn… And 2 weeks after that will be the Chinese O's… Oh shit… Anyway, this Saturday's gonna be a fun day cuz we are making a salad as part of our Total Defence project… And I'm totally looking forward to that. And I want to extend my congrats to all who ran in the Heats yesterday, you guys did a great job!!!