Zhang Shan Wei rocks

Exams over, but the results are back... i flunk A-maths and physics (unfortunately) but other than that i'm pretty ok...

Went to pSC nite to watch Zhang Shan Wei... Specially got the front row VIP seats so can watch him... haha... then the fans who queued up from morning til 6++ see me bueh song... haha... whateva...He's so damn... cute... haha... and i know it's weird, but i feel as if i've known him for a very long time... wondering...

Haha...............................

The end-of-year exams are finally over!!! Well, there's more to come, like the results, but who cares? It's party time!!!
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Sometimes i sit by the window and wonder what it is like to look at myself thru somebody else's eyes. Would i be the one i thought i am? It's sometimes quite demoralising to hear someone else critisize you, but all this has to come from somewhere. No matter where, it's always you which all this comes from... I dunno... I hate myself for who i am...
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Dared Check to throw a paper ball at me.. then he was joking about writing the words dare you on the paper ball... lolZ... it's our personal joke...

Love is in the hands of the beholder

A couple of things that happened these few days have set me thinking about my future steps. A little regretful, but at the same time memorable. It hurts me to hang out with someone you totally hate while it's equally heartbreaking to see the one you love walk away... haiz...
Still thinking of that sweet thing he did last week... How sweet... dunno for how long more can this sweetness last... one week... one month? it all depends on the beholder...