Honest confessions

Well, only two weeks more to the end-of-year. In one way or another, i'm looking forward to it... Guess i'm siao...

Anyway, Check says he knows who issit but when i ask him he refuse to tell me. Although i have some impression of who the two might be, i just can't figure out what he's saying... Weirdo... Must go and dig this thing out or i'll never rest in peace...
Then they keep saying i like this person, this person like me...etc... They so guo fen that even when i was chatting with hong sheng at the bus stop they also want to say stuff... Can't be bothered... Then Tong Loong keep saying yu an likes me and sorts and i just laugh it off... is that possible? If it is it would have worked out 1 year ago lor... So i won't continue to stupidly like someone for so long even after he has clearly shown that he isn't interested in me at all lorz...

Honest honest...

Anyway i won't like him back cuz i found out (long ago) that there's someone out there who is more worthy of the pain...

Haiz... Why issit like that

Had a nightmare + sweet dream yesterday night. The nightmare part was because I dreamt that Mrs Fong became my class’ Social Studies teacher. Brr… scary…Then the nice part’s for me to know but never for anyone to find out haha…
Then I had diarrhea early in the morning… sianZ… Then there was the Chinese test today and it was quite easy… There’s A-math test tomorrow and I’m definitely not looking forward to it. Lolz…
Just a little envious of the people around me… Especially those who just had steads. I don’t know when will it be my turn, but I won’t act despo or stuff like that cuz I believe if it comes then it’s just your luck… Anyway I’m not even pretty enough to match up… forget about it…

Waltzing

Just feeling a little panicky over the end-of-years... i need a lot more time to study than just 3 weeks. I'm feeling totally bloated the whole day was absolutely in no mood to come online until now. Bought a new guitar book. The songs inside were quite hard, but i guess they would sound nice another 6 months down the road. I did thought of dropping my guitar lessons cuz my studies totally suck but i guess i'm holding on til Grade 3. Then i'll quit for my 'A' levels. Yesterday the stupid song i was playing had so many chord variations so my teacher had to scribble all over the book just to let me get those stuff right. LOLX...

Just pondering over everything so far. I've so far made the right decisions, did the right stuff. My horoscope says next week everything will work out fine. I really hope it isn't bogus.

Happy Birthday to me

Yesterday was my birthday. Mummy bought a cake and we finished the whole damn thing... hahaZ... Today came to school and was having Monday blues... haiz... tml have chinese oral and the stupid teacher told us that only today...
A little disappointed about some stuff...
and thanks for all the presents!!!

3/10erZ camp

The last few days were just phenomenal. We had the 3/10erZ camp and although it was only 2days 1night (all thanks to that stupid Loh) we had quite some fun.

Day 1
We met in school at around 6++pm. We were supposed to go for bowling at West Bowl but KHJ said that it was full, so we went to the Chevrons instead. But no one wanted to play cuz it was ALSO full so we went to the arcade instead and I swear it was just crazy listening to Alana screaming and screaming… lolZ… Then the gals went to IMM cuz we wanted to get dinner but instead we sneaked to the neoprint machine and took some neoprints. Bought Long John Silver and rushed back to school at 10pm. The bus was damn slow.

Night 1
We went back late but didn’t get scolded by Ms Leong. The rest were already in school playing badminton and poker cards so we just went along and was playing til 12++am. Sherman and gang went around the school to make their very own ghost movie with a videocam. Bless those guys. I was bored of games so I went back to class and joined some guys to watch Darkness Falls. The show wasn’t as scary as I thought, except for the sound effects and stuff like that. Then later on yh came in and she sat for less than 5 minutes and she ran out of the class, dragging my walkman with her. She and Dingy pat tor the whole night and no one disturb them. Bless them. After the movie ended I went back to the hall and found that tong loong was playing with one of the Sec 5s’ guitars and he asked alana to fetch the other one. All along in class he thought I was learning crap in my guitar class but after I played he was like ‘not bad’ and stuff. Whatever. Played badminton the whole night til 5++am.

Day 2
Went back to class at 5++am to prepare for SJAB. Ms Leong was playing some kind of game with them and were lighting candles in class. Then she said something which was quite amusing. Go figure. Whatever. Then I packed all my stuff, bathed and went for SJAB til12pm. Then I changed out and went for lunch with those who were still in school. Then we went back to school to play a little more badminton before coming home. The rest went out but I dun wish to know where and what they did. Bless them.

The camp although was a little boring but it did help with class bonding. Loved it totally. 3/10erZ rock. A lot.

fishing sunburn

I'm totally exhausted after a day of float, sinker and bait. I didn't really fish cuz my deprssion still acting up after i started crying at 1++ in the morning and my dad thought it would be better if i just watched. My uncle,cousin and dad totalled a lousy catch today cuz the the weather was too hot for the fish to take, so even if they cast far out the fish wouldn't be in the mood to bite. As for me, i basically brought a sunburn back. Now i look no different from a red egg. And talking about red eggs today's my lunar birthbay (Buddhists have a lunar birthday on the lunar calendar as well hehe) so i recieved my first angpao. ha... I love myself so much.