A boring study day for class 2/10

OK, speaking of the truth, Kah Teng and Yu An have been embarrassed so much today, they ain't talking much...

I just found out during Math that Yu An has FINISHED reading my diaryland, well, at least half of it...Kah Teng said that Yu An read until the entry with the Email he sent to me, then he turned off the computer...LOLZ...I guess he kinda blamed himself for all that has happened...Till now I still can't figure out what I saw in him...just so sad the feeling wasn't mutual...haiz...I really kinda understand why he likes Daphne...her smile...I was too surprised at how sweet a smile she had...I don't know...I just feel guilty and sad whenever I see him...LOLZ...

And Kah Ten...I don't know what to say...I just don't what to say...i feel like such a big bitch, slacker and useless flirt...HAIZ...Now the both of them just refuse to talk and i have nothing to do to make them talk...cuz he may have started liking YY without her knowing and if i tell him, i'll get rejected again, i'll get heartbroken again...I cannot take all this going in my head now...
1.07pm-->Jie is having a headache and the guys are making a hell lot of noise, playing chess in class...I really have no idea the the other gals have against Jie...they just hate her to the core...haiz...one class got 9 girls already got this kind of problem...now some more someone likes Jie...I don't wanna talk about it...

1.33pm-->Just took Jie to the Student Lounge...she has migraine and she refuses to go home...I'm stinking of sweat now...That stinking Mr.Tay...he look so gay people may actually think that he was a womanin his previous life...Ya know what?I think Sherrie actually looks like a dinosaur...Her nostrils actually flares and contracts when she talks...LOLZ...
I think Mr.Tay is not only cock-eye, he's also cock-hand, cock-mouth...Oh, we just taught him how to pronouce 'CHARACTERISTICS'...LOLZ...

"Mr Tay! Violence equals pregnancy!How many times must i tell you that!...PIG!..."

-Sherrie @ 1.50pm
"Awk...Choo!"

-Dingzhi @ 1.54pm
I can clearly see Yu An flirting Shuwen...HAIZ...I really advise Mr Tay to mind where he poke that stick...

"Shut up lah, Kah Teng!"-Chen Wee @ 1.59pm

"Our class is so cool and sophisticated."
-Sherrie @ 2.04pm

flirting with Shuwen again...It's so obvious...I'm not been jealous...just sorry for myself...haiz...life sux...

Wot A Nice Dae...

Haiz...soooo sian...there's a Maths test tomorrow sumore...

When you love someone that much you don’t have to cry when you see him or her, for deep inside your heart you know how much you really love them.

DREAM
For you I was a poet, one night in your arms
with you the night became fire between your legs
and groans of love for your pairies
I loved, love
your whole life
My arms envelop your waist
My hands draw your silhouette,
and my mouth sew embers across your face
that my kisses had left
like water filtering through the earth
the proof of my love melted in your soul
and like sparks that jump out of the fire
I covered you with my kisses.
My stare left you naked,
I took the secret of your soul.

LoLz...

Lolz...finally he talked to me...thought that he would be upset or something like that...I thought that he refused to talk to me because he's angry with me or something like that cuz i dun think that he feels happy about what ever has been happening between the two of us these couple of weeks...and i don't feel very well about it too cuz i'm real embarrassed about my own stupidity...

LaLAz...scolded Chen Wee so many times yesterday...i just dont understand people...how in the world is it possible for me to like Chen Wee?He has such a dull and boring personality, the best thing to do to him is to poke fun of him...LoLz...Shuwen got some acrylic paint on his shirt and he was screaming like a baboon with its tail on fire...he is one anyway...so surprised to find out that he is actually in the NPCC supporting contigent..

Free @ Last!

Hey pple!Finally I feel so unpressurized...HAHAHz...Just read the E-mail below:

Chou Li,
I think i owe a real big explaination.

First the diary:
Today, i was bored at ACC thus went to have a drink. I went to class and see a nice cute blue notebook on your table. I really thought that that was just a book where u write your notes in class(eg.geo, what to bring...). Then i thought i should do what the boys told me at the Mac where u are upset. They told me one of the options was to make u very angry that u will change your views about me. I never touch in any type of such matter before and i quite confused about what to do. I'm sorry. I know that it hurt u. So i took the book to read since if YY or any girl see me do that, they will tell u and u will be angry. I read the first few pages and put it down right away as i found out it was a diary. I knew i will be in deep shit if i read any girl's diary. Then Zhi Rong saw me and he took the book that i left on your table and read it. Ding Zhi saw us and told all of u and all of the girls storm the class.
u and me:

First, i treat u as a good friend that i could trust. i have no "such" feelings for u. The camera thing shows that i trust u more than any one there. I did not know that taking Daphne will hurt u and the picture u took came out blur.

I never knew u like me untill mid march. Kahteng told me that. I took that as a joke and did not bother untill u cried...

Gist:
i'm very sorry that things came out as that. I really don't want a feud between me, u, girls. I hope that we can take that as a thing of the past and move on. Might be hard but remember we have 8 more months at sch. I hope u would be the chou li i know in Jan till march.

Best wishes, FireStorm

I'm really happy about this cuz although he doesn't like me one tinny winny bit,he treats me like a good fren and I'm real proud to have him as a fren...lalalaz...hahaz...